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(no subject) [Feb. 14th, 2004|09:33 pm]
aberdeen redneck hick
[Current Mood |boredbored]
[Current Music |Deadsy and Cher - Crimson & Clover]

So, eh, I'm on Myspace now.

And I'm apparently a
Window Shopper romance-wise. Iiinteresting...

God, Johnny Depp needs to stop being such eye candy. Am I right, Heath? ::elbows::
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by an awesome friend, dragonguyver (http://www.livejournal.com/users/dragonguyver/) [Feb. 13th, 2004|12:43 am]
aberdeen redneck hick
[Current Mood |contemplativecontemplative]

joshua beane
rd= 2/13/04

here in the real world
things don't happen like that
it doesn't come so easy
nothing changes over night

and you have to deal
with things that you don't want to
sometimes you have to feel
a lot of things you'd rather not

and it's never simple
never black or white
there's no clear line
of when to stop and when to fight
there may be no wrong and no right

life's ambiguities are harsh
so you try to escape
but turning your back
only leaves you living fake

dwelling on sorrow and guilt
or skipping through flowered fields in your mind
someday you have to recognize
that ignorance makes you powerless
to change... the patterns
recurring... shadows
you can break... from cycles
if you understand
the dynamics that mold your life

because here in the real world
everybody feels pain
open your eyes
and see that good things remain
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last entry for tonight, i swear [Feb. 12th, 2004|11:28 pm]
aberdeen redneck hick
[Current Music |Bright Eyes - Bowl of Oranges]

The rain, it started tapping on the window near my bed. There was a loophole in my dreaming,
so I got out of it. And to my surprise my eyes were wide and already open.
Just my nightstand and my dresser where those nightmares had just been.
So I dressed myself and left then, out into the gray streets.
But everything seemed different and completely new to me.
The sky, the trees, houses, buildings, even my own body.
And each person I encountered, I couldn't wait to meet.
I came up a doctor who appeared in quite poor health.
I said "(I am terribly sorry but) there is nothing I can do for you
(that) you can't do for yourself."
He said "Oh yes you can. Just hold my hand. I think that would help."
So I sat with him a while and then I asked him how he felt.
He said, "I think I'm cured. No, in fact, I'm sure of it.
Thank you Stranger, for your therapeutic smile."
So that is how I learned the lesson that everyone is alone.
And your eyes must do some raining if you are ever going to grow.
But when crying don't help and you can't compose yourself.
It is best to compose a poem, an honest verse of longing or simple song of hope.
That is why I'm singing...
Baby don't worry cause now I got your back. And every time you feel like crying,
I'm gonna try and make you laugh. And if I can't, if it just hurts too bad,
then we will wait for it to pass and I will keep you company
through those days so long and black.
And we'll just keep working on the problem we know we'll never solve of Love's uneven remainders,
our lives are fractions of a whole.
But if the world could remain in a frame like a painting on a wall.
Then I think we would see the beauty.
Then we would stand staring in awe at our still lives posed like a bowl of oranges,
like a story told by the fault lines and the soil.
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then he died of an overdose? [Feb. 12th, 2004|11:23 pm]
aberdeen redneck hick
[Current Music |Blind Melon - No Rain]

All I can say is that my life is pretty plain
I like watchin' the puddles gather rain
And all I can do is just pour some tea for two
and speak my point of view
But it's not sane, It's not sane

I just want some one to say to me
I'll always be there when you wake
Ya know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry today
So stay with me and I'll have it made

And I don't understand why I sleep all day
And I start to complain that there's no rain
And all I can do is read a book to stay awake
And it rips my life away, but it's a great escape
All I can say is that my life is pretty plain
ya don't like my point of view
ya think I'm insane
Its not sane...it's not sane.
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malango ju [Feb. 12th, 2004|10:32 pm]
aberdeen redneck hick
Jesus, I'm so jealous of all you happy people!
I don't know. I don't feel like I belong here. Maybe I'm just not in the right state of mind.
I'm feeling really violent right now. For a while, I have. I'm usually not like this, am I?? Kristy, heeeelp meee!

Oooh Sims! :D
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::mazoku:: [Feb. 12th, 2004|10:05 pm]
aberdeen redneck hick
[Current Mood |gratefulgrateful]
[Current Music |Deadsy - Crimson & Clover]

Beh. I don't like this. Alex and Skyler are so nice to me. It makes me feel all.. boogly. It's like how Xelloss feels when Amelia chants "Life is wonderful!" I'm all... guhh. Really, thanks for the presents, but why? I don't buy you guys presents, and I'm pretty much rich from all the lunch money I don't use. But, like, thanks. Yeah.
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I've never heard Thrice [Feb. 12th, 2004|06:04 am]
aberdeen redneck hick
[Current Mood |uncomfortableuncomfortable]
[Current Music |The Cranberries - Zombie]

this is your life. by rarrr
your labelindie fuck
your favorite bandthrice
your favorite thing to dohack people's computers
you will die froma broken heart
you hateschool
your best friend isthe drugs
Created with quill18's MemeGen 2.0!

Last night I dreamt that my cousin hid a bunch of crack in the battery compartment in my little radio and I took it to school with me. Then some people found out and dumped it without knowing what it was. Then Kristy walks up to me and says she has a great way to kill everybody in the school. She has a little plastic beaker and she puts it in the microwave. When it's done she shakes the beaker full of brown liquid in my face and laughs. I say nothing and we go get lunch. People begin to question her and I have to bail her out. Kristy gets tired of it and tells me we should use it to kill ourselves since we're already doomed anyway. She goes into the bathroom to test it out and I wait for her. One oof my friends asks me what's up and I wake up. I didn't like that dream. I feel all shitty now. Ugh.
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(no subject) [Feb. 10th, 2004|07:21 pm]
aberdeen redneck hick
[Current Mood |pissed offpissed off]

Jesus fucking christ. Just so all of you know, I have no part in this. I'm going to go slam my fucking head against a wall now.
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(no subject) [Feb. 10th, 2004|06:24 pm]
aberdeen redneck hick
[Current Music |Good Morning Sunshine - Aqua]

Hi, my name is Jackie. Will you be my friend? I like pretzels.

Would you like to share some Tasty Coffee with me? I have much cream and sugar. There's tea too! Oh, the tea there is! Let's have a tea party! ::brings out plates of sandies and tomato sandwiches::
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(no subject) [Feb. 8th, 2004|05:49 pm]
aberdeen redneck hick
[Current Mood |surprisedsurprised]
[Current Music |mom watching you've got mail]

I used to think Ivy was Boob Queen, but I've never fought with Taki in her red outfit. Jesus.
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